Kikki Ghezzi

My birth chart is the map of the movie I am watching, where my soul finds itself on a journey.
We are all unique roses growing through the city sidewalks - fertile soil or hostile territory, we have a core, a central truth, we are all Suns.
Let myself enter into wider circles of life, say yes to fears that rise to the top as they are the residual fat that needs to be discarded in order to enjoy a healthy life.
In stillness, clarity arrives. You dreamed of a butterfly breaking free from her chrysalis, without a struggle, moving, shifting in a sacred dance and reaching maximum vibrational power, balancing masculine and feminine energy.
The more I dive into the dark, the more I grow. The nature of who I am will give me the answers to every issue I face: I am dark and light, and without duality I would not be here.
Fly like an eagle, go deeper into your shadow side, the part of you that you have trouble accepting, sit there and play.
Doubt lives in the ego,
Answer is found in the heart.
Put love in tea instead of sugar and drink it looking at the stars.
My deep crater lake flooded, and vast oceanic emotions poured out.
It was an impossible wave to contain. Spiritual work affects my auric field, melting the tapasya psychic heat of daily sadhana, which ignites fire and removes some of my blockages.
To step up, it’s necessary to step down, to descend a shamanic journey into the subconscious, and translate secret colors and images into the material world from sacred realms.
The color I channel is very specific and becomes something else; intangible, it hovers, I want to reach it, yet I cannot grasp it entirely. The edges are very distinct, emotional moments between the canvas and the brushstrokes touching it.
The unstretched linen becomes something and then something is the image, the hue becomes a place, a thing, the whole room.
It is an holistic experience.
Pure color, pure light, formless as the purest expression of the vibrational nature and quality of a particular ray of consciousness held by a master.
Looking at a color rendered on paper, I can contemplate its wholeness and its constant change through traveling light. Its brilliance, its vibrations, allow me to focus, to go inside the color and move out of it, unifying inside and outside, “as above so below, as within so without.”
Tribal people create artworks in a complete state of yogi immersion, in a different space, down in the center of things. The product is just form that dissolves.
When I dance with the muse, her energy gets infused and filtered through my process - I feel the color and the whole Cosmos becomes a reflection of my body, mind, heart, and spirit. valigia